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#NoVisa — A life in India 5

Gilles Denizot
2 min readOct 10, 2024

A blue sign with white text reads, “DON’T STAND OR SIT HERE,” taped to a surface with worn marks, much like a passport without a valid stamp to India.

A blue sign with white text reads, “DON’T STAND OR SIT HERE,” taped to a surface with worn marks, much like a passport without a valid stamp to India.
#NoVisa — A life in India 5 © March 2012 Gilles Denizot

Your courtyard is now a mountain, and the threshold, a foreign country…

An intense cry cut the air, splitting the space in two. Sustaining the longing svara, the breath emanated from Pandit Bhimsen Joshi’s lungs. The courtyard resonated with shades of lament, torment, displacement, separation, and exile. Then, Akhtarpiya gradually disappeared from the eyes of the world, lifted away on his palanquin, never to return.

“DON’T STAND OR SIT HERE”, bellows the sign taped to the wall. Little did they know that the Awadh king’s banishment to Calcutta would lead to the flourishing of thumri.

बाबुल मोरा, नैहर छूटो ही जाए
O My father! I’m leaving home.

And so, the pariah found a new path. Under the wide, dark firmament, he kept walking (sometimes with a dancing gait). It took several years for his march to become so thin, so fluid. Evanescent, almost.

One morning, he lit an incense stick, sat down and listened. First came the sa, then two garlands of avarohana raindrops, falling from the sky, followed by a convoluted string line. The stage was set to welcome the soothing voice of Lakshmi Shankar. He felt like Siras, slipping into…

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Gilles Denizot
Gilles Denizot

Written by Gilles Denizot

When India refused to renew my work visa, I set out on a journey here & there. Then, I began writing stories that nobody reads… https://gillesdenizot.space

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